"...murdered"

 

"...murdered"

I wrote this about four years ago. At the start of the Trump era. Very little has changed.

About that Executive Order to roll back many of the long fought for Human Rights of assorted Queers Perverts trouble makers, and Inconvenient Artists. Amazingly it seems one of Trump's daughters,...ya know the sane one implored her dad to not do that. Not sure if that worked.

Many forget that this thing started not for the various middle class obsessions like marriage, but for the Right just to be Alive.

Maybe some remember that's what we went out into the streets in the first place for.

The "Right" not to be arrested harassed blackmailed fucked over beaten up on the street at school or even by family. The basic Right Not to get Murdered to the applause of most.

Perhaps if we aired out a few hundred bullies bashers, and assorted Nazi's the playing field might get a bit more level...ya think?

The emotional impact of 100...'One HUNDRED' Queers being shot.

100 Queers, and their pals were 'shot' in an Orlando Florida nightclub. 100 Queers shot in the same time at the same place. More than half are 'Dead' now.

This is what the Nazi's did, and Isis does.

This crime has been acid within my soul all summer fall, and winter. If it were any other group they'd be putting up big marble memorials or at least planning them.

'But hey it was just a bunch'a Queers,...so.

'So' I went nuts for a while wanting bloody vengeance once, and for all against those that have made our lives hell. Hell for all of our lives.

They have made "me"/us live in hell from childhood to old age. The thing is both they, and 'we' have just accepted it as just how it is. Decades of activism notwithstanding...just how it is.

So I wanted to give 'them' a taste of the hell they so casually obliviously subjected me, and mine too. Subjected us to this fire for centuries, and centuries.

Vengeance is wrong, but they finally brought me to it's edge.

Yeah sure yeah I'm still a Queer pacifist, and all that, but sometimes this shit gets to be too fucking much. Also there's that law of nature that ya has to eat what ya kill.

Bigot meat is poison.

Also I ain't that hungry.