Friday, March 31, 2023
Monday, March 27, 2023
"...Strange Angels"
"...There and back again"
I set my dark matter pocket watch, and shifted to June 24,1968~CE, Washington Square Park. The experience was like passing through a warm mist. To any watching I would seem to have just walked from under the shade of a tree. There's an actual Hippie Be-in in progress. I remember taking part in such as a teen. With the experience of near 60 more years. I see with very different eyes.
Their hope affection trust. All of which will be co-opted. Some of these youths will go on to become the selfish 70's ‘Me Generation’, and later as elders xenophobic culture warriors. Time tells me too much.
I take a bus to Times Square. There were arcades back then. Spent the afternoon playing on mechanical pinball machines eating hot dogs and watching the tourists and rough trade. Porn shop got raided. Late with payoffs. Wanted Chinese food. Entered a phone booth set my watch for 1887 London...Lime House. Neon glow...'Puff'.
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Thursday, March 23, 2023
"...Time and again"
"...Queer daze"
Wednesday, March 22, 2023
"...forthwith"
"...Katlicks"
I was out wandering and ended up at my old parish Church Saint Matthews. I go there now and then. It's where Nuns smacked us for joking during service and priests told us our dogs didn't go to heaven. Mutual deal breakers. On the upside despite their deranged baggage, I learned the basics of morality. Kindness as a good idea. Also attempting forgiveness might be worth the trouble.
This being Brooklyn I've seen several ethnic groups become majorities in the congregation. Like the weather if ya don't like one crop another bunch will be by later. From Irish to Hispanic to Haitian Catholics...or 'Katlicks' as we called ourselves as kids. The 'hood ethnically is a mixed stew. Jews Blacks ethnic Whites now Asians. Indians Chinese Laotians. Like all New Yorkers we can't stand each other but we get along well enough.
About the physical church I seen it come and go. Depending on the economies. Since COVID needed work is being done. Like I mention the Icons are all restored to bright colors. That and a few new ones. Including ...'Blessed Edith Stein' just below the choir loft.
'Saint Edith Stein' was a German Jewish philosopher who converted to Christianity and became a Carmelite Nun. She was arrested by the Gestapo for being of Jewish heritage in August 1942. She and others of her order were sent to the Auschwitz Concentration Camp where they were among the millions of murdered there.
My old church like all sacred grounds everywhere has history. Be well be brave be kind and laugh as much as possible.
"...Space Rangers"
"...Days go by"
If you live in these still somewhat United States. Standard-Time went away at 2:am this Sunday morning. * (This is a few weeks old.) We are now in Daylight-Time a new temporal universe. I went outside to see if there were flying cars and free tuition. Eh ...not so far. Now here's another long story about my old digital clock. It lives in my bedroom and has been on Daylight time for decades. See above. The box it rests on was made by my Uncle Owen for my Ma when they were in high school in the 1930's.
The box is 88 years old. I've had the clock for 43 years. Got it in 1980 at *'Radio Shack'...remember them? This across from da radio station I was with. Had it in my 8th Ave office up on the 22nd floor where I sometimes slept. Btw *'Radio Shack" became 'Video Shack' when VCRs showed up.
Another long story...the 22nd floor was our storage space. I asked if I could carve out an office for my shows da boss said sure. ...cool. Our drama group, the Shakespeare Liberation Front my old pal Simon Loekle the Maestro. That swell bunch held their rehearsals up there. So I worked and sometimes slept to assorted plays like "Coriolanus" "The Merchant of Venice" and "Julius Caesar"...with a new funny ending. Okay they didn't do that but they joked about it.
As for my aged digital clock. I left it on Daylight time for 43 years. This doesn't seem to have bothered it...never complained. If it ain't broke don't replace it. My elders were Jim Crow Great Depression WW2 folks. So they kept what worked.
As in everything from our hand cranked wall can opener that scary hundred-year-old vacuum cleaner and da kitchen radio. We had that Zenith clock-radio for 30+ years. Hence my tradition of using stuff I got 200 years ago. Mind I don't have clutter just prized heirlooms...like that Atari...which also still works.
That radio also still puts out tunes. Got passed around to assorted cousins and such. It works fine and is still somewhere in the extended family. 'Guess it's 60+ years old now. It played 'Do Wop' songs in 1961. Today it reports on A.I. in our cars and the Russo-Ukrainian war. What will it play in another 60 years? *(...from my FB page.)
Comments:
Daryl Romain *...a cousin~ I have a few things that work despite their longevity. My Mom's microwave. She passed in 1990. A 1967 Plymouth Satellite, runs very well, scary fast. The pots you ate out of as a child. The piano Mom got when Grandpa passed in 1968. My sisters alarm clock, 40 years old. The living room garbage can from 67 east 127th street with my last name hand painted on. I draw comfort from these things. They remind me of good times, and folks that I spent them with.
Sidney Smith~ I well remember them cooking pots and assorted pans. That and the warm happy kitchen and house they lived in. ...#67 on left.
Henrietta Cameron-Mann *...another dear cousin~ I have a few things from my childhood that I still use. Like the stainless-steel saucepan that they used for making vegetables - we usually had frozen veggies and my mother cooked 2 squares of veggies when my sisters still lived at home. We became a one square family after they left home. I used it this morning to make oatmeal. Also, the Pyrex bowl and lid where my mother sliced cucumbers and made homemade vinegar and oil dressing. It's in constant use. Those things are at least 50 years old as I remember they were always there.
Thursday, March 2, 2023
My friend John Michael Koroly posted a work by French sculptor Jean-Baptiste Carpeaux. The 1873 marble bust, titled “Why Born Enslaved!” Mr. Carpeaux was European. A commenter said: “Only black artists are permitted to make art concerning black people” I replied: “I understand your position. However, segregation I learned comes in a myriad of forms. I lived in segregation. I never liked it. Particularly regards the arts. Artist creates as they will. ...period."
These are interesting times. Marginalized people are reinterpreting what was thought to be works of compassion. Even hauling down statues and images of once admired figures. Lincoln and Jefferson among them. Perhaps this fanatical revision was inevitable. Even as the current pushback against 80 years of social progress. We are now in a time thanks to the digital era. When we can see all of our conflicting American truths at once. A unique advantage over the past.
Perhaps we will use that unique view to see that all human souls have demons and angels in constant struggle. As future generations will see our historic context to understand why we do as we do. That and cut us some slack. As we should do for the past.
A 17th 18th or 19th century person. Especially one with a conscience was doing the best they knew within the limits of their eras. Lincoln said "...we will do right in so far as providence shows us the right." We're in precisely in the same situation. We do right by what we presently understand to be right.
It was nothing sort of miraculous that a Lincoln Jefferson or FDR were in positions of authority when they were. This with all the faults and misjudgments they unknowingly carried viewed from of 21st century revisionist judgement. As we carry unseen sins to be judged by 24th century self-righteous revisionist critics.